i am extremely tired today.
feeling very sleepy. part of me wishing i was nite today. so i can sleep my aftnn away.
anyway i was abt to doze off. then i tell myself. dun ask for trouble. later u doze off even more difficult to keep ur eyes peeled. blessing: at least its not a typical burning pm. or maybe YET..

i'm so glad that moni got a job finally. dear moni, i wanna tell u that no matter wat job it is, do it with pride. dun listen to some ppl ( U KNOW WHO?!!) who mock at u and go u want to work like that for the rest of ur life or watever crap la. u get my drift. but of course like what i told u, keep looking aite?

note to daniel:
when u grow older. i dun wan u to blame anyone but urself. advice are all i can give u.
i look at u. and i feel like crying. such a brigh spark with no oxygen to burn.
i wish and i pray for ur best.

i wan u to stop playing maple. or at least play in moderation.
and start studying. its been too many times i have told u before.
when i am pm shift, we hardly met. take yday for example. i came home and u were in bed.
i am now awake and u r in sch.

and those days that we actually meet, my morning and my off days. u are glued to the com.
it hurts me. it hurts my heart. i tried my very best. in the time whereby u look back wondering if ppl around u cld have made a diffrence, i wan to tell u that u didnt allow . esp me.

i tried the hard way i tried the soft way but i failed terribly.

love u.