its been forever since i've updated. simply becoz.. i have nothing to update. yea the usual monotone routine life. i need some excitement...
i told shan this and u know wat she said.. she said okie. on thurs, we shall book in a hotel and watch dvds. something which we havent done before.. or along that line la.. then i added.. cool. then we can have some kinky lesbian sex as well. i'm gonna check out some moves on some porn site..
are u all cringing already???! hah. wells oh wells, the reason i even bothered to share with u this is to show how crazy i'm becoming and how so in desperate need of help i am.
anyways that aside..
works been a bitch. more literally my preceptor. she hates me. and its been proven. i can no longer pretend to be optismistic and make excuses such as she was in a bad mood. or that she's always like that.. bla bla bla. coz like i said.. its been proven?? and HOW?? the most cowardly way.. talking behind my back. like wtf.
and even more ridiculous, she said teachng me was making her tired and breathless (so drama mamaa. i then tired lorhx).. which i repeat is ridiculous.. coz she hardly almost NEVER teaches me anything. and i'm not exaggerating her. so how can she make such a comment?? some ppl literally deserve to burn in hell. if u juz dun like me.. say it to my face. or for that matter gimme a god damn reason to hate me. nabei.
i shld try to get a change of preceptor. period.
moni is like the bestest ever. everytime i'm down. she cheers me up with some random msgs. :):):):):) its like we telepathetic or somthing.. but one thing we always fail is meeting each other online. we keep missing each other by the minutes. -shrugs- like the tv u know.. or for tt matter tt song by brian wadeer and who sang white flag???
aiyah.. i dun rmb la. mind block. but i know i hv that song. haha. it goes like u r almost there.. but its not enuf.. yada yayda..
stupid moni wont be online when i'm ultra free.. she will only come when daniel is back. and i hva to pay attn to him. or when .. i have somthing to do..
anyways, daniels getting cooler and bigger. i hope the gap between us doesnt get too big. he goes to be juz like that. and wakes up juz like that. its been a couple of days he wakes up on his own.. and gets ready.. its good. it show's he's getting matured. but on the other hand.. i feel we are somehw driffting apart. i shld stop feeling so emo.. i might juz start thinking of briging him out today. but hell NO!. i juz wanna slack in the comfort of my own room....
i need some TLC. mroe than ever now.. ouch.
11:32:00 AM, Glamourous metaphor
PROFILE
Name: Stephanie
Nick: Pepperx
D.O.B: 05 March 1985