moni cant blog no more... oh man. i'm her biggest fan.. sobs sobs sobs sobs... dad's bringing her lappie back coz its screwed up.
i hv been so sad and blue and preoccupied that i hv forgotten that dad and dan coming hm.. i'm like estatic. i wanted to slp.. but felt guily coz i ate alot..
slp and eat.. is BAD..!!!
and i think i'm becoming fatter. tt is so sad. i really nv eat too much ma. except yday. thurs, me wani and em had sakau sushi buffet. it was awesome la.. i ate like i havnet ate in a millenium.... its all finger food. and u know hw much a sucker i am for those..
i wanna go again.. but becca said she's not a fan of sushi. -pouts- em brought us to funan the IT mall. the makan place there has the biggest variety ever. i had like 3 pieces of salmon.......... yummy yummy yums alrite. and those big sushi stuffed w soft shell crap.... slurps. and crabmeat dipped in batter. bloody fantastic la. shit la. i drolling already..
but how can ONE HUGE DINNER make me gain 2 kg???? -cries-
work is horrid.the ppl are okie la. except for one typical bitch. she acts like i owe her a living. she ignores me and leaves me to die. but when i dunno wat to do for miss things out. she looks like she'll kill me. farking bitch. go and get screwed la. will die is it if u more helpful to me...:(
i hope all i need is more time to get used to it and feel welcomed. but there is not one who pays attn to me.. or us for the matter. (the new grads). they juz ignroe us. only when we ask then the teach. oki... wat is wrong w tt u may ask??? but the thing is that, I DUNNO what to ask. i dunn wat is expected to me. i feel LOST.. grr. but iwill survive. i can do it. i hv my love ones and i hv GOD most imptly..
******************************************************************************** damn, benji is smellyyyyyyyyyyyyy. i havent bath his since dad left. damn it. dad is gonna be so mad and disappointed at me.. u know the think is that i know hw dad will react but i dun seem to care.
for ex: when dad is comin back frm work, i know he'll b mad if the dishes are not done. and yet i will chose not to do and take my time. and when dad gets mad.. i'll go -shrugs- nothng new and i expected that. but when dad is not mad, i'll be like 0.O.. wow.. he's not mad. hahahaa
mayb to me making dad mad is like a game. he becomes mad and i go score 1 i knew it.. he's alright and i'll go wow.. dad is not dad today. hahaha
cheap thrills.
i miss moni. i cant chat w her online no more..... and becca isnt online. i msged faz. tt useless dunno how to rep. :(
6:31:00 PM, Glamourous metaphor
PROFILE
Name: Stephanie
Nick: Pepperx
D.O.B: 05 March 1985