today i have been the biggest bitch alive. i have upsetted someone very special to my heart. i have upsetted my everdearest rebecca. and i wanna apologise for not being able to go to her place as planned.
dear becca, i am sorry. i know u r upset with me. in fact, i am also very upset at myself. its never easy and i am always trapped in such a horrible horrible situation. i dunno how to explain in words... i know this is not the first time.. but it seems so hard for me... maybe i shld shuddup coz my my explaination sounds like an excuse. i feel so bad. guilt-ridden i am so shy to contact u. i cldnt find a more worse time to tell u this but.. i cant bring myself to cancel this saturdays date.. its my frens's sister's wedding this sat. (erm.. its in the evening though)..
unless of course u dun mind till aftnn. but.. i afraid to take such risk. please dun kill me. i nv mean to be this horrible shit-ass person.
i'm running away now. ermm. u do know i love u !
shamefully, steph
11:19:00 PM, Glamourous metaphor
PROFILE
Name: Stephanie
Nick: Pepperx
D.O.B: 05 March 1985
