i really wanna go to aussie with daniel and dad. but the more i think abt it. the more impossible it seems. its like nobody's entertaining me. juz the occasional crap talk asking if i dun wanna go and bla bla. of course i wanna go. but who's gonna sponsor me.

my grams esp. saying that if i dun go now. i wont hv any chance anytime soon coz i'm gonna work. of course i do know that. what i dun understand is that all of u all are speaking as if i dun wanna go. which is obsolute rubbish. argh. dun wanna talk abt it anymore.

anyway.. i havent seen moni online for a super super long time. coz she doeesnt hv internet connection. so sad..

dad asked me to go robinson w him. he juz left the house not too long ago when i was at grams speaking to moni. i dunno where he went. hopefully juz downstairs maybe? shrugs. wats w ppl who ask u out and then juz disappear juz becoz u are 'late'? my grams does this to me too.

okie gtg. bye . I LOVE U MONI. trap that hoppity bunny for me.