amma at long john at yishun. before watching the tamil show.

i love amma.. eventhogh she can be so annoying. HAH.


spoilt brat. doing wat he does best. PLAYING.


the guys at home. trex and daniel. benji seems to be the only one noticing me. :(

ouch. my poor finger.


he seems to be enjoying it...


he says my finger is finger licking good.

this pic is specially for monster. u see is hippo mouth. bet u laughing ur ass off. i know u prefer big spongy noses to hippo mouths. but juz make do with this pic for the moment. hehehehe.


the way u shake it. i cant believe it. i've never seen an ass like that.!!!



aircon -man came. so my entire morning was spend cleaning and shifting ...
its 3 pm so fast. daniel will be coming back anytime soon. i got lots of new pics of benji. some nonsense one too. byt i'm lazy to upload it. haha. i shall juz see if i have any new pics in my com to upload...

everythings been gg fine so far. peiru asked me to go clubbing at MOS this thurs. but i aint gg. i'm broke and its lil bro exams this week. so i juz wanna be home with him.

i'm meeting faz tmr though. i hope i dun feel awkward. i'm gonna see my sec school friends aft a long long long long time. hell aft .. let me see. one two three...HELL! after 6 whole years without communicationg with them OKIE. not even by msn, sms or wadsoever. its been faz who has been contacting them and meeting them once a blue moon. me?? zilch... i havent heard from time at ALL. gee...

thurs me meeting ranjini and shan. wat else juz to rot and talk...

fri i am gonna find becca hopefully. well. most prob i guess. i wanted to find her earlier. but since aloy is off till thurs, i decided to find her only on Fri. hah. yea. thats abt it.

i'm feeling sticky and stinky. i wanna go bath. but i'm L to the A to the Z to the Y. argh. i'm wondering y moni isint online. :(

i have sick some butterflies on my phone. its nice. i do like it. shall post pics of it when i ahem. free. amma cooked yummy food today. one of the best. but i was too lazy to eat loads. i eat like NONA. but then coz i was lazy and tired. i dunno why. but i've been feeling real tired and lethargic. which is wierd. coz i shld be at the top of my tippy toes and be hyper and everything. but i'm not lei. its like as if i'm in a dazed kinda feeling. its so weird. argh. like i not enough sleep and rest kinda thing. which is nonsense... -shrugs- i hope this tiring feeling ENDS soon. :(

oh. i feel sad for amma. her knees been painful. like some arthiritis thingy. i can see that she is tahaning. but i feel so OUCH. coz i havent seen her like that before. all the while i take advantage of her. take it as if she is a superwoman who will nv be sick and who will alway have energy to cook everyday for me and to yell at me when i irritate her. seeing her like that, something juz hits me... like WAKE UP kinda thing. it suddenly dawned upon me that she is getting old. damn it. i dunno how to explaing. but wadever its a fucked up empty kinda feeling.

i do try my best. bu its nv enuf. its like i have so many things to split myself into. benji. daniel. grams. i wish i cld juz sit beside amma and help her with the chores or just rot beside her. but its nonsense. i know i can nv do that. i will most prob come back to hog the net or hog the phone or juz do my own stuff. the thing is that amma doesnt complain. even when she climb the stairs. i see her face .. on purpose. and i got the slightest hint of her knee pain. the pain of growing old. grrrrr! like today... she juz left quietly to get some stuff downstairs. some teeeny mkt stuff. and i being useless and fat didnt even realise. i wan busy stuffing myself with watever ther was and warming my ass watching cartoon.

then only i realise amma wasnt at hm. gee...

okie la daniel juz came back... bye bye. some random pics. oh i added the pics at the top. lazy to transfer it down. i hoped u enjoyed it. byebye.