howdy howdy ho. i'm finally feeling something that i have not felt in a very very long time. some sort like a little satisfaction in my heart. maybe becoz i'm not that confused anymore. mayb coz finally i hv something to move forward with..
and of course. FINALLY becoz becoz.. i have only 4 more days left to finish attachment. oh my god. like totally... i've never thot this day would come. its so.. so.. unbelievable. like a huge relief. like finally u can breathe again and nothings choking u. finally i'm in control of my life. and finally life's becoming tired of going the opposite direction as me.
i'm super tired rite nw .. but wat the hell. its friday today. yippee dooobieee doo. so i'm forcing myself awake. i wanted to msg faz. but i left my hp at grams. so argh. anyway i was suppose to meet up with faz for some check up crap. i changed my mind. faz din call :( mayb i shld give her a call back. now that my voice is almost totally back. yay!
erm.. lets see. oh yesh. daniel is annoying. he thinks its funny when u give him a call and then he hangs up on u. even when u call back a million times, he will hang up on u a million and one times after asking WHERE R U. freaking annoying. he thinks its some cat and mouse game is it. i so free to waste my time and my money.
today i called amma hse to check up wat edible food threre was. as usual i was starving after work. (hmph.. those ppl at work had piZza. :( yet they didnt offer me. so sad rite. but jus as well i dun think i wld hv taken even if they did. so pai seh. further more i had ooishi pizza yday. kinda nice for a diff. and yesh. i think i gained like a 100 kg coz i ate like a pig and went to slp. feeling awfully guilty . as always. )
.. but that goondu had to hang up on me. thank goodness the nx time i called, amma answered. talking to her is kinda annoying. coz u will have to say hello. a million times before she finally gets who is on the line. yea... so i asked amma !! wat u cook?? and u knwo wat she said? she said NOTHING... ouch. lucky i remembere mamaa brought some hotdogs and dumpings and kept in the freezer. some jap stuff la.
and i'm a sucker for such finger food. a big sucker.. so i immediately told amma. pls make for me.. haha. so i had a big yummy satisfying feast. with overnite ikan bilis sambal. yummylicious.
i'm so sad. i was so high to go online. but non of my loved ones are online. so kinda.. bleah... faz.. i read ur blog. its awesome. hahaha. keep it up k. i will try to update mundane life as much as i can. so U do it too.
becca's finally in school. i hope she has a great time in her new chapter of life. i'm starting to plan my short may hols already. -glee-
i have so many plans. some dumb. some expensive. some superficial. some far-fetched.
one of it is to go to GEntinG with faz. becca. and monster. or maybe even my poly gang. another is to study in melbourne so i can be with mumsi and monster. or jus go on a holiday to melbourne and then to perth to see my cousins. sometimes i do feel sad thinking of them. we're like cousins in namesake. i doubt they even know i exist. or maybe its gonna be like .. yea.. u're my cousin .. so wat.-shrugs-.. they might not even want to come near me when they see me. sigh. thank god i still have be cca. i do admit i wld feel weird if i were to go and see them alone. becca's like the connecting factor. heh.
anyway whre is everybody. i'm off. gonna give faz a sms online. hopfully she replies.
5:22:00 PM, Glamourous metaphor
PROFILE
Name: Stephanie
Nick: Pepperx
D.O.B: 05 March 1985
