u know the little portion on my previous entry when i described my experince in school?? i forgot to add the bites i received and gave.. haha. but tt's not impt.. u know these past week. its been bad. i leave the home early for school. and come back late from staying back to finish projects and what so ever..

i feel a little empty feeling in my heart that i cant describe. a little like a lost sheep though i dunno hw a lost sheep will ever feel. all because my days are wheezing by. i literally almost don't see sunlight. its almost scary.

but the laughter i have from the gang makes up for it. though its weird. coz no matter how much laughter i had, its doesnt seem satisfying somehow.. maybe its a little of that guilt feeling i always feel when i come home and see the lil brat neglected. these couple of days been the worst. when i wake him up. we have half an hour together, and then he's off to school and i'm off to school. when i'm home, he's asleep. which pricks my heart. he NEVER goes to bed before 9 alright. and i've been reaaching home between 8.30pm to 9.30pm .. i guess he must be so bored that he slept or smthng.

i need my life back. sombody please HELP ME... moni moni. i miss u like F.A.R.K alright. i'll kick ur ass a zillion times for making me go through this all alone.........................................................................................................................................

i know u are not having things any easier. but we'll survive. survive together. i love u b.i.t.c.h. we're f.u.c.k.e.d u.p chilren of this f.u.c.k.e.d .u.p world but we'll kick ass and grow. smoochies.