she is damn irritated now.. why is it everytime she thinks things are getting better, it just collapses. she's learning to be stronger each day... or at least that is how she wants to think. its bad being in the middle. its painful reliving the nightmare. yet there is nothing drastic she can do.. its seems like a huge laugh as she relates it. but only she knows the pain deep down. she thinks of her sister more and more.. feeling slightly ashamed for the fact that her thoughts of her sis becomes stronger only when she is down.. but its not like that.. it never was.

once again. the wheel have turned. shouting at the backgrd. painfully familiar grtting conversations on the phone... i wanna go on.. but i cant. thre is nothing much to write abt. i've havent got the mood. and its not important anyway.

i miss the gang. every so terribly... wish i could get hugs.

yesterday was a great day. spend it with my precious, loved ones. i wish we could be like that everyday. but who am i kidding? i'm be damned. heh.
thanks guys.. n the donuts was great. YUMMY!..

i went to the IT show.. a big mistake. it was crowded. i could hardly see anythng. and we spend like an hour. after walking at the mall, we went home. rose was sweet to accompany daniel. thanks a lot darling. :) i highly doubt he would have appreaciated sqeezing through human crowd. i myself almost hyperventilated.

s'pore is overcrowded.. there are like people everywhere.
i really think somthing should be done. like sendidng people off to mars or something..
or maybe just do some crowd control. only certain people can go out at certain times. :X
hehe.. yea. i'm crazy. when u stay in such an enviroment as me, u'll go crazy too.
xoxoxox