i'm kinda in a mixed mood nw. a little high. a little sad.
a little high .. coz its EMILY birthday today. HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR EMSIE!!! we had lotsa fun and foolin around. its been such a long time since we had a gathering. in fact, its the first time with the gang with no one really missing.. i wanna bitch.. but i've got no energy at the moment.

cant wait for sun. i'm going over to becca place. my plans tmr is to meet ranjini and study with her. i really enjoy being around her. its like we almost seek solace in each other its weird. i love tt girl. she gives me the same comfy feeling as when i'm jeevi. i really love that kind of feeling. its like a warm thingy knwing they are there forever. alas, they say nothing last forever. but i guess when there is effort, nothing is impossible.

projects not only drive me crazy. but then u seem to know who are the ones that stand by u . who are the ones that are realiable. its amazing how much bonding you can do with projects and at the same time how much falling out there are in project times. its bad, but that's the painful reminder in this game of life.

its only a week more of hell. whereby i can bid all this shit-ass projects happily goodbye. but that also means exams are coming, and the school times are ending..

i can say i've grown up a lot these years and meeting very very wonderful people with fond memories despite the occasional and unavoidable thorns. but nobody said things were perfect. its up to you to create that perception..

its such a bittersweet feeling leaving school. in fact, i feel its much more bitter than sweet. my memories, my friends, the hugs and kisses i shared, the fooling ard, the stair railing wherby i slided down just becoz i could, sneaking out of classes, puffing in hidden toilets, the shelter times, the peeking into bestie's tops. the bra -strapping, the bum pinching, the boob hittings, the times wherby fingers ran up smooth legs, the food sharing,the gossips, the bitching, etc etc etc.. much much moreOMG... those experince will forever be etched deeply in my heart. i love u guys. i'll never forget u all and those precious memories.

i'm getting emotional (wipes a tear, adjusts my top, a sniff here and there.,. i cant go on... i NEED TO FINISH MY RESEARCH..)

one more wk of hell. a whole lots of crying and appreciation and missing later...

p/s: i've been loving my laptop more and more. it feels good to be on its. its like everyting is new. my window media player is now.. my I.E layout is new.. but u know whats not new. the lappy.. sigh. but its okie. upgradded progs will be able to keep me happy for a long long while.


have i mentioned how i hate it when i havent updated for a super long time? anyway, my little spoilt brats is a MONITOR. though i think the teacher must be pretty blind to give him that position. hehe. actually i'm proud of him. i'm almost guilty that i'm neglecting him. but its not as if i had a choice really. i'm juz trying my best to be a superwoman but wtf, who m i kidding? the important thing is to be happy. i'll just spend some happy quality time to make up for it. i would love to continue yadaing.. but i have to go off. darling ranjini is online and i'm gonna disturb her.. before that..

bunny faz, finally a burden off ur shoulders. have fun all the way babe. cause u deserve it. HUGS. and please have that much more faith in urself. LOVE U TONS!!!!..