i'm chatting with monster now. todays been an OKI day.. sigh. i never want tmr to come too fast. coz its the start of attachments. and i'm scared and worried with anticipation. i pray and hope i get a good preceptor. -sigh-

these 3 years has just passed with a blink of an eye. its like i've come so far. but it doesnt feel so far. know what i meant? it just seem like only yesterday i was entering school for the first time.. with many question marks and unanswered fears..

how is this new chapter of my life gonna be?.. the first day of school seems to be edged in my mind. those boring ice-breaking games. me analzying first impressions of my classmates.. sigh. how i met and communicated with each and everyone of them. some a little more. some a little less. i don't want to get all nostalgic and all. -shrugs-. but i can't help it. arrrrgh!!!!.. why so like that one!!!!???!!!

goodbyes seems to be a daily actions of life. i hate goodbyes. be it forever or just a short while. but then again, goodbyes are what makes each moment special. because that moment only occurs once and no matter how you try to re-live that moment or re-enact that moment, its never the same.

i'm gonna enter a new phrase soon enough.. and before i know it, another new chapter of my life would begin..

anyways, i've decided on a new lappy. i wanna get an imac. its sexy and its diffrent.
:) i told my bro. and he stared at me like i'm some kind of superficial freak. oh.. what the hell. i've surprised i've decided on an imac. coz i always told myself how i woul want a small and light lappy. but .. i dunno. imac looks goooood....

now that i've decided, i only need to ppush my ideas to trex. hahahaha. oh! and i'm one helluva, shameless greedy child. IF i ever get my imac, i wouldnt want to to give up my curent laptop. i just dun have the heart to! maybe i should change greedy child to sentimental child, because i don't hanker over other ppl stuff!! i just have problem over giving up my stuff. sigh..

anyway, wats wrong with having two lappies. grinx. i talk so much macam i gonna get it tmr. just a thought only what.. i can't bear to give up my current lappy to my dad or bro. they're both eyeing it. sigh. NOW that's what i call GREEDY. why you eyeing my stuff??? hhahaa..

come what may... tata.