first of all, i want to wish mummy dear a very very happy birthday. sigh. i havent even heard her voice today and its her birthday. grr. how come mummy didnt call me? i did ask monster to pass her the bday msg. i wonder if she did it..

she re-starting her com. shall ask her when she's back..

anyway.. a BIG FAT HIP HIP HURRAY. its a bloody friday. my long awaited friday. work is so damn tiring i willgo nuts if i dun psycho myself. its so weird how i psycho myself.

on the first day.. i will tell myself like HEY! u survived all these years. come on. this is the last hurdle. u're not gonna die. (althought at times i feel like i am)..

then if its the middle of the week. i will tell myself that look! so fast is wed. two more days and ITS THE WEEKENDS. shuddup if u think i'm a freak alright. coz u dunno how tortourous it is.. anyway let me continue..
when the going gets tough, i start to count by the hour. i'll be like psychoing myself. come one... u survived the past few hours.. u can hang in thre.. and yada. yada. anyway i've got no idea why i'm even talking about how i psycho myself. hah. maybe coz i'm over the moon that its finally friday. my long awaited well deserved weekends is here!!!.. i'm gonna lock myself up at home and re-charge!!! argh.

u know sometimes i don't even get to go for break. sometimes i go for break so late. and to think of it, i'm still a student. can u imagine what its gonna be like when i start being in control??? 3/4 of my bloody day will be stuck at work. that was when i came to my senses and told myself. i'm not going thru hell. at least not with that petance i receive. actually i dun even know how much i would be receiving. but everyone's saying we dun get what we deserve so i reckon its petence.

oh the last heart breaking news. i'm not gonna get an imac. sobs sobs. trex just told me yesterday. i hate it. i mean i never asked for it. u offered and then now u just leave me with a crushed heart. thank god i never really kept my hopes too high. if not i'll be so so so so hurt. i know i sound like a spoilt brat. but that not really the case here. i'm just disappointed. :( and i really really made up my mind to get an imac. argh!!!!

i went to watch teenage mutant ninja turtles. it was a stress-reliever. hah. nice for a change. or wadever. i really needed a break. faz is in m'sia now. may she have a great time there. that donkey din even call to say goodbye. horrible girl. grr. erm.. kinda distracted now.. coz i'm rushing to get back to chat with moni. i miss that bitch. i love her so..

another person i'm missing at this moment is becca dear. she seems no whre to be found. or mayb its just me being tied up at work. i miss u love. :( sigh..

bye. i love the weekends. mayb every second crawl by!!!! i wan my imac. :( :(